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是时候 [May 02 2011] 没有要超越什么    突破什么 只想做一个更好的自己

then [April 28 2009] It takes two to tango.

watching you die [March 10 2009] As to what DeathCab said - Love Is Watching Someone Die. I hope your pain will be gone soon. That you will be in a better place. Really, I don't believe in a heaven, but I know such a good man like you will find your own heaven. Watching you breathe through a mask and not being able to fall asleep due to pain shatters my heart in an instant. The healthy and strong you. The tanned you. The jovial you. All these replaced by a fragile man fighting, even to open his eyes. I do not want this. But I don't want to see you suffer like this. I hope the morphin works. I really do. I cannot stand another second watching you collapse like this. Forgive me. Forgive me for turning my back and walking out like that. I need to cry. But I don't want to cry in front of you. You have no idea how much we are hurting. How much I want to hold your hand for the last time. Your last wave, your last word, your last smile. These will be forever etched in my heart. Be safe. Be happy. Just move on. But look out for me won't you? Don't forget me. I want to be your niece forever. We will be fine. Everything will be fine.

... [October 27 2008] I'm writhing in emptiness. p.s My brother's a freak who DO NOT EVER GET FAT eating MACDONALDS everyday

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